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speaker 2: this call may be recorded can you dr. but that you like your new doctor wage I'm happy for you she's raising my Prozac oh okay is that what you wanted I mean are you happy about that I don't know I remember that I don't really feel anything
speaker 1: huh
speaker 2: I don't know that's a recommended so that's what I'm doing okay I mean you you told her that you felt like you're not feeling anything if you don't like that right okay and you told her that you went for a gun on Sunday right that I that you came to get a gun from The Shadow on Sunday
speaker 1: no
speaker 2: I told her that I still been suicidal okay and and you told her that you had panic attack yesterday what so you're okay with it anyways I need to fill those prescriptions dead yeah I'm going to do that on that Fidelity credit card I thought your mom was paying for it off yeah Nissan your mom's card not did you want something else to me what what did you want something else for me yeah hold on wage I think they're plain old crackers so what should you really say Thursday I was thinking about earlier when you said that you thought that I was trying to did you said that I was trying to get a recording to prove that you're mentally unstable you said they talk to me anymore and then you called me on a recorded line and was asking me all kinds of questions about it well I was checking in because a whole bunch of stuff that you said you would do for me so I was just checking in fact if you were actually doing those things and you might be like making progress towards believing the truth some day which would be really good for us believing the truth if there's a day in the future is that your April to replace the untruths in your mind with truths the will have a future together and the things that people have been asking you to do ever since last July have all been geared towards putting you in a position to see truth so I was just calling cuz I was hopeful that you had actually done the things that you've been claiming you're going to do and I had no way of knowing that you were going to launch into my almost got in the car accident and I was trying my best to respond appropriately and compassionately concern because you're telling me that you didn't disclose that to anybody else and the choice that you're making the self isolate is extremely dangerous for you right now extremely dangerous and it's it's not right for it to be on me to be the only person who knows it's not fair to me this is why that you had a panic attack yesterday no no no let's say yesterday you had a responsibility to yourself to reach out to another person to let another person besides me know what's going on with you and what a rough day you had yesterday because if you sell isolate with this stuff then it's going to get worse I'm not actually reach out to me I wouldn't expect I know but I'm saying I know what I'm saying I when I called you I wasn't expecting you to hit me with that emotional information so there's no way that it was set up to try to get you to say something about it and and honestly I I think you need to know that that doesn't even make sense like either not I don't think that these are reasonable fears that you have like what would I even do with a what would I do with a recording like that with I don't understand your own custom because honor what I said about giving you whatever you want to suck so still what would I do with the recording it doesn't make sense to take the kids away how am I taking the kids away if you're giving me the kids it doesn't make sense that you don't touch me I'm still not going to ever have an opportunity to use the recording it doesn't make sense on your end you're the one that's me but still how would I use the recording against you like I can't make that live up to your work but how can you do that if you're giving the kids to me about it just this little bit possible I don't understand I didn't appreciate you calling me on a recorded line they gather information but I believe that you're asking me questions concerning questions about how I'm doing when okay well whatever but you're the ones okay but you understand that I was calling to ask what your done last night relative to what just had a conversation with yesterday about you committing to do last night I had no way of knowing that you were going to hit me with I had a panic attack I could go crazy medication and I almost got in a car accident and went right to sleep when I got home so I mean finding out that you didn't disclose that to anybody else and learning to talk through it with you and help you process it and having concern for your safety does not I mean that that that actually makes sense right the way I'm saying that actually makes sense but the way you're saying is that I'm setting you up to get a recording so used to take your kids away there's not even a reasonable speaking when you're not planning on fighting for the kids like it doesn't make sense okay and and I immediately like the stuff that you might have talked about it immediately offered to call you back on a regular line anyway you really enjoyed having a recorded line and it gives you a high level of like comfort and and confidence right on another phone line do you work with your mom right now no you don't have to talk to your mom do you want to talk to me right now give me 1 second
speaker 1: Thursday
speaker 2: put you down for a second okay okay okay I go and put your sandwich in the off did you cheese dip chips and salsa over a month I should probably let you go so I can figure out what I can eat do you have your notebook of all the things you've told me you'll do I have a notebook a good amount but this designated for that purpose yeah huh yes what else on your list I don't know I have to go find it oh that's what I did you have it with you do I need to text you what's on it later why we're but just let me try sign in where are you yes okay you want to go to your truck no I'm starving oh are you eating no I have to figure out something to eat make it okay so you don't really want to talk to me right now I would like to eat if that's okay I can call you later text you my list you just told me and I I started to tell you what he just walked up to me and said he ran away anything that go to the bathroom the bathroom he decided to run back to me so he came back to me and he says paper and off set to wash your hands after you touch your bottom say that but huh what did he really say that what did you say that Donald Trump downtown Thursday night States asked all Americans to wash their hands after you pee after you poop after you please I'll see you call before you eat food just ran out and see and do Donald Trump said wash your hands after you touch your bottom it's on the tell you he smiled and ran away embarrassed but once he got inside the house once he got inside the house I heard him yelling over his shoulder you don't know what Donald Trump said he he woke up in the middle of the night last night yeah came to my bed right now I thought he went back to sleep but about a minute later he said clear as day like not even tired which president do you think this JD is reading for do Dallas I said I don't know but why would he be wondered about that where y'all talking about it at the
speaker 1: McDonald's wage
speaker 2: do you even know I think it would be true assignment was wondering I guess the plate thing to teach them is to not ask though isn't it
speaker 1: no
speaker 2: I go make some food I'm starving taking starving did you pack a lunch to can see a tell you to pack a lunch
speaker 1: what no yeah he did
speaker 2: now it's there beside
speaker 1: you remember no
speaker 2: doesn't matter I'm not eating lunch it would I mean obviously if you made a sandwich then you would have it with you at work okay the shop again
speaker 1: 14th okay
speaker 2: frozen surprise slides so after you get the food you'll get that notebook hello yes I will okay all right bye-bye yes I will okay all right bye-bye